silver lining

honestly, I might be standing on a point where I would like to forget every whereabouts of how I'd gotten myself here. that's why I'll try to count and mention a few (VERY few, indeed) good things about it now:

I know now the easiest (and probably most pleasant) way to stop smoking and drinking.

I know now that me-with-an-excess-baggage-around-the-waist is not actually that ugly.