trust is, indeed, fragile

you see, forgiving one self is easy, what's actually hard is trying to put yourself back together after feeling completely left out and then bumped hard to the ground until you're crashed and burned. what's even harder is keeping the question of whether or not you could regain the strength to go back to the beginning, and forget. and the hardest one is... of course, risking yourself to get bumped to the ground once again.